I shouldn’t be making definitive decisions in my life. Why do I always do that? I feel like I need to know exactly who I am, and where I am going… permanently.  So if I start to feel something, I just overwhelming decide that is what I need to believe. It’s so hard for me to say, “I don’t know.” I am still very young, but I also feel like by 27 I should know who I am. It has been encouraging talking to some of my friends who pretty overwhelming agree that your 20′s is about finding that out, and you can’t force it. And somewhere, in their early 30′s it went off like a switch and all of the sudden some of the big important things made sense.

So new goals: Don’t force myself. Be okay with not knowing. Be okay with being in limbo.

yikes.